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I can't remember my own language! Everyone told me that eventually I wouldn't be able to remember English words that I used to use. I've been here a little shy of three months and it's already happening. It happens at least once a day. I'm typing an email or talking to someone and all of a sudden I'm completely dumbfounded as to the word that is supposed to go in that spot. UGH! Dictionary.com has become my new friend!